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Where I Live Now

by Street Sity Surf

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1.
Woke Up Late 03:22
I woke up late for work today and I'll be late but I'll go anyway Do I look like a girl in my hospital gown? Should i meet your eyes politely or just keep staring down? Will I shut the fuck up or will I always be loud? Will I shut the fuck up or always be? I woke up late on your birthday So I guess I'll be late for eternity Do I look like a girl? Do I look like a clown? If I keep standing right here will I just let myself down Will I shut the fuck up or will I always be loud? Will I shut the fuck up or always be? And since I've been home it's like I just don't know How to talk to people when I'm not at shows And where I live now it's like I just don't know How to be a person when I'm out of my house Yeah, where I live now Like I just don't know how Will I shut the fuck up? Will I always be loud Just shut the fuck up Will I always be loud? Just shut the fuck up
2.
I went to a doctor, said "I take anything you've got. I tried all I could find but nothing was enough." She just smiled and said "Hey, I think you better go. You're a real sick kid, way sicker than you could ever know." I went to the sky I said "Would you please just open up?" There came no reply, guess I'd asked for way too much. But time to time to time I will see you on a cloud. You say "don't worry child, you know I've been laughing out loud I'm laughing right now."
3.
And I had your name written on the back of my left hand but someone else wrote it, someone else wrote it they they they they wrote it down And it's the winter in my driveway I'm smoking cigarettes in my pajamas tonight yeah yeah yeah it's tonight I know I'm not always right I know I'm not always right Sometimes I think I'm always right But I know I'm not always right And I heard your voice coming from some far off distant land and I can still hear it, I can still hear it I can still hear it right now And it's the winter in my headspace I'm smoking cigarettes out of the window tonight Yeah yeah yeah it's still tonight You and me out at the beach We wade into wide open seas And try as hard as we have to, to stay alive And I don't know what you've been told But that's just how I'm gonna roll I like my water as much as I like my wine Yeah yeah yeah it's still tonight
4.
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5.
She calls me up on paper routes As if she knows what I'm about It only hurts 'cause I don't know Why can't I? And now I sit in these folding chairs 'Cause I don't wanna go out there The outside world is way too cold Why can't I let it go? And now I pass her in the halls I ask the boys for Adderall It only hurts 'cause I don't know Why can't I? I swallowed bottles full of seeds To grow a garden inside me I woke up in the hospital Why can't I let it go? From there appears a doctor Who fades in and who fades out There are cameras moving everywhere but you can't move your mouth The nurses and the orderlies they all look at you to know a big fat inside joke That they could never let it go They could not let it go They could not let it go They could not let it go
6.
You didn't have fun at the party No, you didn't get off of the couch You didn't even go on the trampoline And we were sneaking into the condo I got caught in a lightning storm I called my dad from on the floor Saying "Captain We're going down now to the place we were before." So did Daniel ever mention the vision about the lion with the eagle's wings the car alarms or the broken things? So don't look too excited to see me Flying drunk standing at your door Dripping water from the ocean floor Saying "Captain would you raise me up now? I wanna know what my body is for." And from the garden to the hotel room. Try as I try I still look for you I know, I know I know not what I do I do not know what I do.
7.
I know I left you for myself and western medicine My God, where are you now? I thought you left me for a stolen dose pf Klonopin But oh, look where we are right now I left the wedding 'cause I was nervous about the party tricks You know, the water to wine In the garden, I fell asleep when you went off and wept I woke up later that night And you were gone Do what you want but would you please excuse my reticence I think I've been here once before All by myself in your house with walls of venison and I woke up Like a whale beached on a shore We got the news in hotel rooms across the continent The message falls, you know the message falls in the night So would you wake me up would you wake me up before they bury him I need to say my goodbyes My goodbyes This is my goodbye And now that you've gone, given yourself to the ages, what should we do? You said "Hold on to the memory. Bring it to the future. It is in you."

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released February 14, 2020

"Where I Live Now" by Street Sity Surf

Andrew Rimg - Drums
Josh Hall - Guitar
Rory Strong - Bass/Vox
Lyrics by Rory except parts of The Beach(pt. II) were written by Brian

Recorded by Joni Elfers at That Performance Place in Maryland
Mixed and mastered by Tyler Bisson
Mixing and mastering for digital versions by Joey Distasio
Cover art by Gabe Gill
Cover photo by Kat Castagne
Text and layout by Billy Philhower and Andy Gibson
Special thanks to Melissa Forsythe @ That Performance Place

Much love and thanks to all who made this music possible

12" vinyl available from Too Far Gone Records
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